girl kidnapped by evil dough mixer, ransom demands of $5,000,000, and the evil truths come out

i went to BB's the other day looking for andrea and i got there and i didnt see her. so i called her. she said she was in the back. and there she was. in the back. in an apron. making challah. its a conspiracy im sure. all of my friends are working at BB's. during the day its ok actually. no scary people there. and the back is fun. you just hang out with the erics and quantam and tito and mary and everyone and they have music on and they just make food. they stand around and talk and stuff and joke and its fun to hang out back there. kinda cool. they listened as andrea and i had this really funny conversation about shopoholics, guys, neighbors, marriage, nail polish, work, college, food, and chassidus. they were amused. i have once again secured my spot as the entertainer of the establishment. i went to eric's for shabbos and that was fun. theyre kids are adorable. it also meant i got out of going to the TI shabbaton, which is so highschool it makes me sick. i hate shabbatons. theyre stupid. when there is an all girls shabbaton, they all split off into little groups and have private conversations about deep and meaningful stuff. and for some reason is always ends in tears for everyone and then you have to have a kumzitz to feel better and feel uplifted. now is that stupid or what?
my roommate says im cynical. especially when it comes to matters of judaism. i never thought about it that way. i dont think im closed minded. i think that ihave some previous experiences and therefore a biased personal opinion on certain areas of judaism. i dont mind people who are chassidish or lubavitch or anything else. that is their choice. as long as they dont try to push it on other people. that i have a problem with. i also have a problem with people doing something that might be the right thing in the end, or the end result might be something good, but going about it the wring way doesnt make it right. like the song "flippin out" by blue fringe. i dont like that group very much but that song is funny. and its true. all these bochurim who think they are doing the right thing, but they are doing it in totally the wrong way. my friend argued with me and said better that they do it all at once then wait. i disagree. dropping friends, disrespecting your parents, none of those are admirable things, no matter how expensive your borzilino is. and some people dont get that. i guess i am close minded. and cynical. and that is my evil truth. everyone has to have one i guess.
still no word on my neighbor. cant leave a girl hanging like that. say youre gonna call and then not write to me for a week. my brain has bored a whole into the side of my head and crawled out of its own accord. its rather uncomfortable let me tell you. kind of squishy. ide like to leave all my readers with that lovely image. ciao.