a bagel, a computer, and two years left

it is a monumental moment in my life. there has been alot of build up towards it. i prepared myself for the expected separation anxiety. in the end, i think i will pull through. for the moment i am sort of lonely, i feel like i am missing part of myself. we used to spend so much time together and now that time is cut short. but its only for a day. i think i can handel it. i dont have my computer tonight. there, i said it. its locked away in a cupboard at BB's Bagels. i asked the guy who owns the place if there is anyway i could leave my computer there so my downloads could finish. see they close at four, which is a very inconvenient time for us college students. besides, my downloads usually take a couple of hours so it doesnt help to be there for an hour or two. today as i was leaving the owner told me he should start charging me rent. im the only person that goes in there three times a week and then i just park myself there for a couple of hours. i seriously need my own wireless network. maybe i could petition.

well i did some calculations today, and believe it or not, contrary to my beliefs and all my freaking out, by the end of spring semester i will be only two credits short of being a junior. which means if i get a couple of credits during the summer by the time fall semester starts i will be well into my junior year! HALELLUKA!!!!!!!!!! break out the champagne!!!!! i thought i was gonna be here the rest of my life, but the end is actually in sight!!! strike up the band!! celebrate! ok im calm now. anyway, that was my extreme excitement of the day. im sure ill be writing again in another hour or two though. tonight is yet again the dreaded class from hell. its gonna be glorious.