caution: intense thinking will cause brain to spontaneously combust

thinking is an amazing thing. thinking gives the mind the wings necessary to take flight and soar on the wings of imagination. and what places it can take you. in the minds eye i have seen the great wall of china, ive flowed down the nile river, walked the walls of jerusalem, and smelled the briny tang of seawater as foam laps upon the rotted wood of the docks. i like to think, its very fulfilling.
so i thought, and then i thought, and then i thought some more. and guess what conclusion i came to? nada. nothing. zilch. zero. kaput. fortunately i didnt have to. there i was, trying to think you see, when i was rudely interrupted. by my phone. it rang in that annoying chimey thing that meant someone from my family was calling. so picked up the phone and it was my dad. we had this whole nice conversation and i kept waiting for him to say something about this whole thing, which obviously he didnt because i didnt tell him, and my friend baruch hashem did not say anything to her brother or her parents so they didnt have anything to tell my parents. for some reason i kept expecting my dad to know, because, well, my dad always knows everything. in my mind anyway. so there i was trying to decide what the HECK to do and then my mom came on the line. so i just spilled the WHOLE thing to her. freaky. and she was like "yeah, sure, lets go for it". it was totally awesome. after that i felt rather light, like something had been lifted off my shoulders. now the nervousness is setting in. and the fact that my brother is looking at me across the table with a really stupid smile on his face, well that just makes me want to hide under the table and say "forget it! i take it all back". but now ive talked to my parents again and its all worked out and now im gonna go be nervous again. *boom* sorry that was my brain exploding, anybody have a fire extinguisher?